Barely have time to go on Tumblr and blog or waste my life lookin at pictures and rebloggin or likin em like how I usually do ever since I started working. It’s a great thing to me actually for I am getting sick of the internet and the many pointless social networking sites. I get on the internet for the genuine goods though, as in, for the music <3
On another note, people need to stop sayin they wanna go live somewhere else and shiz just because they dislike people in the area they’re residin in. WTH IS WRONG WIT YOU? Everywhere/anywhere you go is like that >_> There’ll always be someone that’ll dislike you or vice versa.
Anywho, I miss my friends and home in Georgia <3
Salem, Mass is still on my mind though ~
But who knows…we’ll just see what happens.
I thank God everyday —
Deuces ~
Des
I wish Tumblr had a list like Twitter so I can click to see Tumblr’s I actually want to see rather than just ridiculous pictures all the time. I would like to read blogs as well or just see what friends/people I know or talk to post.
Des
You see, I was there for people majority of the time but they weren’t really there for me. Only a very very few were and are and I am utmost grateful for them. Curiosity about their lives, situations and problems is never the reason why I was there just to talk to them, but because I whole-heartedly wanted to be there for them. I was well trusted enough with either secrets or being a good listener and suggestion giver if needed or asked by those whom seek it.
Just because I have made mistakes doesn’t make me a “bad” person forever;
Admit it, you yourself have made mistakes throughout your whole life also.
Have I said anything or done anything…? I don’t believe so.
I forgive others even if they don’t forgive me. I forgive others even if they don’t apologize sincerely or at all. I end up forgiving myself because I can’t always live my life in misery and guilt for other people.
Have I said “I never or don’t felt/feel guilty.” ?
Do you even know or comprehend what I’m saying? I don’t think so.
Maybe you do but chances are maybe you really don’t. But then again, I shouldn’t really be assuming now should I?
I’ve learned to let things go and continue living my life. I don’t have time for immaturity, gossip, and bullshit and I sure as hell won’t stoop to a lower level than those whom do. I never knew such a grudge was held against me. Honestly, till this very day, I still don’t know what it is.
But I will still always stay kind and considerately blunt.
I am a friend, a lover, and an optimistic person—I am not one to try and fuck with though.
Although I never really had closure, it’s about time I did. And I do. My life is not perfect, but I do damn well try to make the best out of it. I won’t waste a great gift God has given me even though I never asked for it.
Destiny
I believe it is highly and overly unattractive when girls and guys take photos of themselves flicking the camera off. No really, like seriously? You think that it’s cute? It ain’t cute.
Mind you, I never said that the girls or guys doing it weren’t or aren’t cute, but that it’s such a turn off seeing them do it. Yeah, it’s just a finger but society recognize it as a “Fuck you.” Time and place for everything and I don’t believe it belongs in pictures.
Do a shocker or a peace sign instead; It’s better.
Des
I really dislike it when parents don’t really know how to discipline their children aka my dad and his wife. I love Danny (4 yrs) and Evee (2 yrs) to death but damn they are spoiled ass kids to the top and NO, not spoiled as in material possessions wise, but they lack of independence and they don’t care about ‘stopping what they’re doing’ whenever being told to. I’m not judging my dad and his wife’s parenting skills but if I could remember being raised, I had to work for my earnings whether if it was candy or wanting to go to the park. I did my shit and never acted spoiled, as in ‘whining’ or ‘complaining’ whenever I never got things I wanted or things done for me.
It shows that you really love Danny and Evee a lot dad, but I don’t remember you raising me, Fusang, and Wameng like that unless it’s your wife that raises them in a disagreeable way for me. Danny and Evee rarely gets slapped but I remembered my 2 brothers and I getting our asses whooped for the slightest shit—Dan and Eve only get stayed put in their ‘corners’ and let off the hook so easily.
I’m not ranting that it seems unfair because I really don’t care, but I damn well do care about them being well-mannered and behaved children as they grow older. Mind you, they’re still very young but that’s when they’re supposed to learn and especially obedience comes through.
You see the thing is, my dad and his wife are hella strict on Danny and Evee, as in they can barely do anything in or around the house but Wameng and I always let them have their fun and let them be kids. But when it comes to discipline, Wameng and I try our best to explain what they’ve done wrong and why they’re being punished and yeah, some yelling may occur here and there. My dad and his wife on the other hand, just yells and gets frustrated; more of a ‘feeling sorry for themselves’ type of shit. Seems as if they both take their anger out on Dan and Eve but especially towards me and Meng. Like wtf?
It’s good to do things for them because they can only do so much since they’re so little, but at least teach them how to ask politely and say thank you every time things are being done for them. Danny and Evee don’t really know that; They demand without a ‘please’ or a ‘May I?’ -.- I find myself and Meng raising them and yes I know my dad and his wife are working but that’s no excuse. I’ve seen many people not have enough time on their hands but somehow someway, they genuinely manage. Am I the wrong one for seeming like I’m comparing or judging? I’m not. I’m just venting.
There are just so many things I can go on about but I’ll just leave it here…
Destiny Lor
Yakuza Moon: Memoirs of a Gangster’s Daughter by Shoko Tendo
I went to the Saint Paul Public Library: Rondo Community Outreach and decided to check it out ever since I saw it posted somewhere on Tumblr; Tryin’ to make my time worthwhile while I’m up here in Minnesota.
It’s pretty good so far and that bitch go haaard—
Destiny
As you can see, I don’t ‘Tumblr’ much or reblog and all that.
I just personally enjoy the pictures while I can and try to find new music to listen to.
I got somewhat bored today decided to follow as many Tumblr blogs as I can; The ones that I do find appealing of course and the ones with ‘genuine’ blogging :)
It’s nice following so many Tumblr blogs because your dashboard never gets bored and old but everything does get cluttered and you see some of the same things over and over again.
On another note also, I don’t follow just to gain more followers; No point. I just do it because I like looking at new things on my leisure time which is almost all the time since it is kinda addicting :]
Destiny
Okay, I’m just gonna be blunt about this when I say that I believe that Tumblr has some of the most corniest and stupidest ‘quotes’ or ‘sayings’ ever >_>
Gets kinda annoying because most of the time, all I see on my dashboard is sad shit or about how people don’t know how to tell the person they like/love this or that or just pathetic shit; Break-ups or mixed emotions; Etc.
On top of that, they have tons of irrelevant shit that probably doesn’t even relate to people and/or their life/situations but I’m sure they wish it did— Jaykay, but really though?
Been there, done that, but c’mon; No one really cares. If anything, the picture behind the quote/saying is nice. Only.
Des
My whole being goes to no one except for God, Diana Nguyen, and Richie Supaswud.
All 3 of y’all have always been there for me no fucking matter what.
Thank you all so much.
I love and miss you 3.
Aside from that, of course to my family as well~
I’m really never alone in that kind of way despite my independence.
I’m grateful for all of them.
Destiny Nkaujzer Tang Lor
What’s done is done and what has been said has been said.
Let’s get the fuck over it and move on because what the fuck can we do about it?
1: No one forgot about that shit.
2: I will never forget about this and things won’t be the same anymore. Guess you don’t really give a fuck. Oh well.
3: None of your goddamn business; Your assumptions are annoying and next time I’ll be immature about that shit.
As if you had accomplished anything.
D Z T L
Fuck it all.
I will never forget this night.
No one understands or would even care to; Honestly saying, it’s just a bunch of ignorant shit. I’m done.
What’s the point of talking to me then? What’s the point? What’s the fucking point?
Say all that you want; As if I never had my own personal share of experiences myself. Fuck the world.
Destiny Nkaujzer Tang Lor
I don’t know what to feel right now.
And honestly, it’s an empty feeling.
Destiny
